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Not feeling so grand lately. The smile plastered across my face is peeling off. I wish I could put a finger to what's bothering me. But to not being able to do so, is bothering me too. I want to eat like a glutton but the horrible ulcers aren't helping. I want to buy new shoes to replace a worn-out flats but my wallet isn't helping. I want to have a small furry animal as a companion but The Mother (plus current collection of two fishies) isn't helping. I want to move on to a new environment but the economy isn't helping. I want to get things done in this current situation but the past isn't helping. I want to be happy but the devil in me isn't helping. I can't even laugh without pausing to wonder, "Was that real or did I just laugh to humour everyone because it seems to be the only right thing to do?"But oh well, there are a zillion things I want and want to do. So I cannot be satisfied. I just wish my family's complete. A dad who works and brings in a zillion bucks. A mother who's really cool about everything. No siblings. None of those irritating siblings who are out to make my life miserable. And just me who don't have to worried about money. Yes, money. Money can be the death of me. I cannot count. I cannot keep money safe from money-stealing elves. Only recently, I realised the math of interest-rate. By the way, CPF earns a lot from interest accumulation. That could be one reason why we have so much in the reserves.
I'm a late-bloomer. I guess that explains the 'growing pains' I'm going through now. 10 years later than the rest of my peers.
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